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Everytime someone asks if im ok It’s just a reminder that I’m not
 
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woot

I am turning 18 tomrrow! how exciting! i can buy porno, diet pills, cigarettes, be out passed curfew buy cigars and oo so much more. i dont really feel all that older. not to mention im sick :( i ALWAYS get sick on my birthday... how sad

 
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CLOSURE
soooooooooooooooooooooo I HAVE MADE A DECISION! i am going to get over myself and get over this. i need CLOSURE i need to move on with my life. like majorrrrrrrrrrrr. i am wasting to much of my life feeling depressed and sad about everything i need to stop being upset about. sure my best friend is dating my first love but WHO cares shes "happy" so that makes everything all right? right? i just cant help feeling selfish and i hate being selfish because its not fair to everyone else. o well i have decided that i am just going to forget the time me and dewey spent together and just let ema run her course with him! all right i am tired, goooood nighty
 
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i have been sick for the past week and its just not going away!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh it makes me angry. i am so sick of being sick! not to mention it came at the totally wrong time since i cant really stay home and rest becuase i have so much stuff going on at school it's rediculous! ahh im so stressed. i cant wait till this week is over and i just get to rest for a whole week! ahh not to mention i love x-mas :D yay! i guess thats really all for now. my friend is going in to get her gall bladder removed :| eek. talk about painful! im so scared for her. hopefully she will be fine! im sure she will be. well all righty i have a lot of shit to do!
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im pretty sure

that i HATE my mom. ok so i am in pre-calc and right now we are revisiting stuff that i learned in my trig class last year, and i dont throw away my notes because i know that i will need them eventually. well around a month or two ago my mom went through my old room and like completely rearranged everything. and well i was like wtf mom. and she said that all she did was reorganized the book case. so i was like whatever. there is this thing in there that i have kept papers and artwork and all that krap in. so tonight i went to get my old trig notes out of that drawer and what do i find? FUCKING NOTHING! omg, my mom went through there and threw everything away. i am so fucking pissed right now. y cant my mom just leave my shit alone! omg i totally hate her. i just wanna grr. i mean seriously i do NOT go through her shit and just throw it away. and i just grr. and i know that i will freak on her tomorrow about it and she wont give a rats ass becuase she is one of the most selfish ppl i kno. who cares if missy will get upset, just as long as mom is happy. omg i fucking HATE this! i am under way to much stress for my mom to be a fucking whore! ahhhhh

god damn it

i hate being in a bad mood so much, and all i want to do is punch something really hard.

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ok

so today was an interesting day....

i had to go to this brunch thing for my moms side of the family. and there was actually not that many ppl there at all. but o well there was food. and then i came home and did a little bit of cleaning and just kind of hung out and was lazy. and then my cousin called and wanted me to babysit and o was that a joy. now dont get me wrong i love my little cousins, they are awesome, but sometimes there jsut so much to handle! and well then i came home and organized stuff and here i am downloading music, i am so much fun!!

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