I am turning 18 tomrrow! how exciting! i can buy porno, diet pills, cigarettes, be out passed curfew buy cigars and oo so much more. i dont really feel all that older. not to mention im sick :( i ALWAYS get sick on my birthday... how sad
that i HATE my mom. ok so i am in pre-calc and right now we are revisiting stuff that i learned in my trig class last year, and i dont throw away my notes because i know that i will need them eventually. well around a month or two ago my mom went through my old room and like completely rearranged everything. and well i was like wtf mom. and she said that all she did was reorganized the book case. so i was like whatever. there is this thing in there that i have kept papers and artwork and all that krap in. so tonight i went to get my old trig notes out of that drawer and what do i find? FUCKING NOTHING! omg, my mom went through there and threw everything away. i am so fucking pissed right now. y cant my mom just leave my shit alone! omg i totally hate her. i just wanna grr. i mean seriously i do NOT go through her shit and just throw it away. and i just grr. and i know that i will freak on her tomorrow about it and she wont give a rats ass becuase she is one of the most selfish ppl i kno. who cares if missy will get upset, just as long as mom is happy. omg i fucking HATE this! i am under way to much stress for my mom to be a fucking whore! ahhhhh
god damn it
i hate being in a bad mood so much, and all i want to do is punch something really hard.
so today was an interesting day....
i had to go to this brunch thing for my moms side of the family. and there was actually not that many ppl there at all. but o well there was food. and then i came home and did a little bit of cleaning and just kind of hung out and was lazy. and then my cousin called and wanted me to babysit and o was that a joy. now dont get me wrong i love my little cousins, they are awesome, but sometimes there jsut so much to handle! and well then i came home and organized stuff and here i am downloading music, i am so much fun!!
cough