Everytime someone asks if im ok It’s just a reminder that I’m not

soooooooooooooooooooooo I HAVE MADE A DECISION! i am going to get over myself and get over this. i need CLOSURE i need to move on with my life. like majorrrrrrrrrrrr. i am wasting to much of my life feeling depressed and sad about everything i need to stop being upset about. sure my best friend is dating my first love but WHO cares shes "happy" so that makes everything all right? right? i just cant help feeling selfish and i hate being selfish because its not fair to everyone else. o well i have decided that i am just going to forget the time me and dewey spent together and just let ema run her course with him! all right i am tired, goooood nighty