hey there,

havent written in here in awhile. im srry bout that. just havent really felt like it i suppose. nothing to exciting has happened to me neways. school started yesterday. it was pretty fun. as soon as i walked into the high school it felt like i had never even left. so yea the first part of the day was good but then before fourth block and during fourth block i had a little freak out but afterwards jess was able to cheer me back up so i was ok. and then i went and spent the night at emas and we walked around downtown for a lot of the night. and that was fun. i had nick jump over me with his skateboard like three times i think. it was kinda nerve-racking. but he wasnt feeling to great so i was trying to help cheer him up but really it didnt help to much. but i was just glad i was there for someone that he could talk to about what bothered him and all. and yea. as far as my love life goes there is none. dont really like neone. at least neone that i have a chance with, so yea but thats what going back to school is for. i can "explore" my options. lol. even though there arent really ne good options in lodi. but i always seem to find someone dont i? and yea im excited cuz the football games have started which mean friday nights in town. which r always a complete blast. and i get to wear carl's jersey this week! YAY! lol. me excited. i got a letter from my brother today. i guess he goes to trial in like two-three weeks and he'll only get a total of 1-3 years. so thats not that bad. but he plead out so he just has to go to trial for his sentencing. i wrote him a letter back which is good cuz i havent been very good at keeping in touch with him. i dk, i guess i just think that mayub if i dont write him then it means hes not in there and he'll be coming home sooner. but offiously thats not the case is it? o well i guess thats really all i have to say. ooo im homealone this weekend. its kinda scary and very boring. cuz like my parents left at ten this morning and i had to be home from emas before they left. and i've juust been kinda sitting here. and then i have to go to work at 5 till about 11 and coming home is gonna be really creepy cuz im coming home to a pitch black house that no one is in. and i havent really ever slept at my house all alone. so it shall be interesting. ill probably just run around and turn on all the lights and check all the closets to make sure that the boogeyman isnt in my house or something. oo and speaking of the boogeyman i watched that movie the other day and it scared the shit out of me! i was like omg!!! and yea, but i thought it was a really good movie. oooo and there's a new movie coming out called the exorcism of emily rose and im gonna go see it with ema! and yea i cant wait!!! and im also supposed to be going to see red eye with olivia. and then next weekend i have to host my cousins wedding shower :| i never even talk to my cousin and i have to host her shower. im like hmm ok. well atleast its at my house so hopefully it wont be that bad. but yea i guess that is enough for now. im gonna try and write in here more often but since school started im not on the computer as much but i will try! ttyl

-missy-